New Stories and Chapters from TBVA

To all my amazing, wonderful, loyal followers:

Let me begin by saying that I sincerely hope that all of you are hale and hearty, having escaped the madness of the year 2020 unscathed. It’s been a rough year and I fear it’ll only get worse before it gets better.

I apologize for taking so long to update. This year has literally been a nightmare come to life for me. It all began to spiral out of control when my parents caught COVID-19 back in early July. My dad developed pneumonia on top of it and then kindly gave it to me. I somehow managed to escape quarantine with them without catching the virus, only to test positive for the genetic marker of a rare joint-swelling condition the week our isolation ended.

If that weren’t enough, my feet were causing me more grief than normal, so I went in for an MRI. I wasn’t terribly surprised to learn the benign tumor in my left foot had regrown, again, but I damn near had a heart attack when they discovered my right foot had one too. There is now a very good possibility that I will be losing either one or both of my lower legs sometime in the near future.

The MRI also revealed trauma to my ankles, a stress fracture in my right foot, and tears in my tendons. How I’ve managed to walk at all is a bit of a mystery to me.

And the icing on the cake? Disability denied me before I could submit the new MRI report. I’m back to square one and will have to start the process all over again.

As you can see, 2020 is just not my year.

That said, if any of you feel like donating, 4padfoot set up a PayPal donation link at the top of the grey bar at the bottom of this page. With all of my medical issues, it’s just not possible for me to hold a job and it looks like I will not be getting the financial aid I need anytime soon. Given that we’re in the middle of a pandemic, I know money is tight right now, but even the smallest donation would be greatly appreciated.

If that’s just not possible for you, I understand. Either way, I will continue to work on my Twifics whenever I feel well enough to put a pen to paper. Unfortunately, it’s harder to write my TB story with the dark kind of mood I’m in, so that one is still on hiatus. I have, however, been working on all the others. I promise that they have not been abandoned.

That’s the last of the bad news. The good news is that I’ve finally begun posting some of those delicious stories I hinted at back when I first broke my notebook. I have about six new chapters of work to share with all of you.

Among those stories is a new Jasper/Bella fic called Thrill Seeker (brace yourselves for betrayal, breakups, and redemption), a new Originals/Twilight crossover called We Stand as One (with a downright magical Bella and Kol pairing), and the sixth installment of Beacon of Light (time-travel… enough said).

4padfoot has been kind enough to upload them for me earlier this week and I’ve included the links to the stories below. If you’d prefer reading on another platform, all of these new stories and chapters have also been published on FFN, AO3, and STARS.

Wishing you all the best. Stay safe.


Beacon of Light

Thrill Seeker

We Stand as One

For All My Jasper/Bella Fans…

Good morning, my beautiful, loyal followers!

Wow, it’s definitely been a while since I last posted. More than two years, if I remember right. Unfortunately, my medical situation grew a lot more complicated back in 2017 and I had no choice but to put my writing on a back-burner. I’ve literally had 2-3 medical procedures a month for the last two years. While they weren’t major surgeries, undergoing routine procedures that involve anesthesia takes a toll on both my body and mind.

I’d like to say that all my medical drama is finally calming down and I’m getting back into the swing of things, but that would be a big, fat lie. Nothing’s changed on that front and I haven’t suddenly started writing again, but I have begun editing and posting a few chapters for a new Twilight story that’s been sitting in storage for the last two years.

For all my Choices and Consequences fans, check it out because I really think you’ll enjoy it. A lot of my readers on FFN that favorited Beacon of Light also favorited Choices and Consequences immediately afterwards. It’s a time travel fic (a first for me) that sends Bella back in time to the period Jasper was leading Maria’s forces. I got a bit hooked on the newborn army stories and decided there weren’t nearly enough of of them. From what I could tell, there are only a couple really good ones out there. Heck, if you guys know of any that aren’t posted on FFN, share the wealth! I’d love to read another one.

Normally, I’m against posting anything new when I still have unfinished pieces begging for attention, but I wanted give all of you, my amazing readers, something to entertain yourselves with until I find the energy to start writing again. You guys can thank my mom for that, lol. She thinks you all deserve to know that I’m still alive and haven’t abandoned anything.

That being said, I’m unsure when I’ll feel up to working on my crossover or TB story again. I’m also going to warn you now that I can’t be confident I’ll be able to stick to any sort of reliable update schedule for the new Twilight story either. I’ll work on it when I feel up to it. Regretfully, that’s all I can promise you.

Just a quick reminder, 4padfoot helped me set up a Paypal donation link at the bottom of this page for anyone who feels inclined to donate. Because I’m constantly in pain and in and out of the doctor’s office on a weekly basis, I’m currently unemployed. I was denied for disability (which my advocate’s pretty sure has solely to do with how young I am) and I’m in the process of appealing of it, but it’s all taking much longer than anticipated. If any of you are tempted to donate, please do. Even the smallest donation would help me immensely. At this point, every penny counts.

For a description of my new story, Beacon of Light, and access to the table of contents, click on the link below.






I’ve Got Your Fix!



What do you guys think of my new theme song? Kind of perfect, right? You can all thank Chris Lane for recording it. That song is absolutely addicting…

Okay, I’ve got a few things to say today. For all of my amazing True Blood fans, I know you’re jonesing for a TPMK fix, but I still haven’t been able to scrape together the funds to get my notebook looked at. I’m hoping to take care of that soon. Actually, that’s something I wanted to talk to you all about.

Chances are, if you guys read my A/Ns, then you already know I have a whole heap of medical problems. In fact, last time I updated To Protect My Kin, I just had a procedure done on one of my legs. I hate it when authors just disappear and leave their stories unfinished, so I feel incredibly guilty for going MIA on you all like I did, but 2016 was just not my year. I literally had a medical procedure every single month last year and I was just too damned tired to write. Now that I’m finally getting back into the swing of things, I would love nothing more than to finish my TB story. Unfortunately, the notebook I was writing it all on and have all of my ideas saved to is still broken and I don’t have the funds to fix it.

Since I’m in the process of trying to get disability, it doesn’t seem likely that I’ll be able to scrape those funds together anytime soon. At the beginning of every year, the costs of my medications go up and every dime I have has gone to medical expenses.

It’s insane, actually. It’s at times like these that I get so angry at pharmaceutical companies, who charge thousands of dollars for their products. After I hit the $3k mark on out-of-pocket expenses, things should be more manageable. But for now? I’m really struggling with everything financially. That’s hard for me to admit, but it’s also true. I don’t see that notebook getting fixed without a little help.

That said, I was actually talking to my mom (that sounds so weird, but she’s my bestie) the other day about whether or not I should set up a donation link. Later that same day, one of my readers over on FFn left a review telling me to go set up a Fundme page and she’d make a donation.

I’ve taken that odd coincidence as a sign.

I talked to KittyinAZ about her PayPal donation link and 4padfoot helped me set up one of my own. If you’re willing to donate, you can find it on the sidebar of my homepage. If you’re like me and read everything on your phone, scroll down past the comments section and you’ll find an area that says, “Donations Welcome.”

I love the fact that fanfiction is free, I truly do, and I’m not charging anyone for the opportunity to read one of my stories. Donating is completely voluntary and you will not offend me if you choose not to. It’s up to you. I would, however, be extremely grateful to any of you who are willing to donate.

As hilarious as it would be to picture me saying this while I evilly twirl a mustache, I’m not holding my future chapters ransom (lol, can you imagine that?), it’s just an unfortunate fact of life that I won’t be able to post more of TPMK until I can get my notebook fixed. It’s been so long since I’ve updated it that I can’t remember what all of my plans were for the plot. I need access to my notes in order to keep writing it.

Saving it all to the notebook and nothing else was definitely not my smartest move.

What can I say? Hindsight’s always 20/20.

Finally, now that that’s taken care of, “Chapter Nine: Guardian” of Stepping Out of the Shadows, my Twilight/Avengers crossover, has been uploaded to WordPress, thanks to 4padfoot. It’s also up on and Stars Library (TWCS). Click on the link below to be taken to the chapter.

4padfoot has been hard at work this weekend, adding all the pretties, and the amazing KittyinAZ created a banner for it, so check it out when you get the chance.

There were a couple of glitches with the chapter links on the story page, so if any of you started reading SOotS from Chapter One, you might want to go back and check out the Prologue. The amazing 4padfoot has already fixed the links, so everything should be fine now. I would’ve fixed it myself, but then the links would probably end up taking you somewhere different altogether, like a random video about a cat facing off against an alligator over a pile of frozen chicken. I swear I’m not joking; my tech skills are really that awful. It’s a little frightening, actually.

In case you’re wondering… yes, that video does exist.

The cat won.


New Chapters for my Avengers/Twilight Crossover

Hello my faithful followers!

I’ve been really bad about keeping up with my posts on WordPress and I feel awful about that… but I do have something you all might be interested to know!

“Stepping Out of the Shadows,” has been updated, my new crossover, if you’re interested. Thanks to 4padfoot (bless her), the first nine chapters are up!

Click the link below to take you to the chapter page:




New Stories from TBVA

Hello my beloved WP followers!

I meant to get this all up on WP about a week ago, but I suck at all things tech oriented, so you guys are honestly lucky it’s even up here at all. In fact, it wouldn’t be if it weren’t for 4padfoot, who is amazing. I’m so grateful for her and I would completely flounder on here without her.

I bribed you guys with an update and today I give you… five! Unfortunately, none of those five are for TPMK and I’m so sorry about that, but I still can’t afford to go get my notebook fixed and its got all my chapter outlines, etc., on it. I feel absolutely horrible about that, especially since I haven’t updated in about a year on it. I’m so sorry, but maybe I can make it up to you. I’ve been up to all sorts of mischief on my phone (I had to keep myself entertained) and I’ve finally started posting. The lovely 4padfoot has uploaded my newest stories and I’m hoping you guys might enjoy one of them.

No, they are not TB stories, unfortunately, but they do involve vampires. They’re just those ridiculous sparkly vampires instead. I’ve posted a Twilight one shot with a Jasper/Bella pairing and a Twilight/Avengers crossover with a Bella/Hawkeye pairing. I’ve been experimenting a little with my writing style, but I think they’re pretty good and their doing really well over on FFn. Check them out. The links are below:

Choices and Consequences

What if Bella had reacted differently after she saved Edward in Italy? Abandoned by the family, Bella slowly grew stronger in their absence and, even though she loves them all, Bella decides to hold the family responsible for their actions when she returns from Italy. Bella teaches them all that their choices have real consequences, ones that just might change everything… JxB O/S

[Bella, Jasper] [Rosalie, Emmett] – Complete

Twilight – Rated: T – English – Hurt/Comfort/Romance – Chapters: 1 – Words: 4,728


Stepping Out of the Shadows

Bella Swan is living a shadow of a life. On the run from a bloodthirsty nomad craving revenge, she begins to see vampires differently, through the eyes of their prey. After a chance encounter with Hawkeye, her world collides with the shadowy world of SHIELD. She’s faced with a difficult choice, keep the vampire secret or step out of the shadows with Clint to help SHIELD fight Loki.

Rated: Fiction M – English – Romance/Adventure – [Bella, Hawkeye/Clint B.] Captain America/Steve R., Iron Man/Tony S.


Coming soon to computers near you…

I’m posting! I’m posting! …but I’m not updating and I am well aware how awful that makes me. I mean, I totally bribed you guys to vote for me for The New Kid on the Block award for Best New Author and I didn’t pay up. Honestly, who does that?!

*Face palming*

Apparently, I do… but I have every intention of making it up to you. I really, really do.

Here’s the deal. The Notebook I’ve been using to write To Protect My Kin is having technical issues and I don’t have the funds at the moment to hire someone smarter than me to fix it. I’m technologically challenged and I’ve never hid that fact, so I am sorry, but you guys are just going to have to wait a little longer. Basically, it came down to a choice between getting a new phone or taking in the Notebook. Since I’m literally writing this on a cell with a shattered screen, the new phone won out. I know, I really should’ve been backing my story up on a USB, but you know what they say about hindsight.

So… what’s coming to computers near you in the not so distant future then, you ask? Why, I’ll tell you! Since my Notebook is out of commission, I’ve been up to no good on my phone. I’ve started a few stories on it and have a couple good ones in the works. I am a firm believer I shouldn’t start a new story until I’ve finished the one I’m working on, but since TPMK has been temporarily benched, I had to entertain myself in other ways.

If you didn’t know by now, I write purely for my own amusement. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely LOVE when you all read and review my stories, but I write to entertain myself. That’s why I’m so awesome.

Okay, so what’s coming? Believe it or not, I’ve been experimenting with crossovers. I’m branching out! YAY! Right now, I’m fine-tuning the first few chapters of a Twilight/Avengers fic with a Bella/Hawkeye pairing. The lovely KittyInAZ has read some of it and said she liked it, which means some of you just might. *Crossing fingers* I guess we’ll see… Expect the first couple of chapters of that sometime soon.

I owe you an update and I pay my debts. It’s just not a TPMK update.

I know, you totally want to stake me right now.

I deserve it.

What else have I been up to? I’ve also started two Twilight Bella/Jasper fics, a Supernatural/Twilight crossover, and a Twilight/Covenant crossover. I have absolutely no idea when I’ll start posting those, but they’re coming.

I know what you’re thinking. Why have I suddenly started all these Twilight fics?!

I have no freaking clue, but they’re entertaining the hell out of me.


Until next time, my amazing followers,



***Oh! I can’t believe I almost forgot to say this… THANK YOU ALL for voting for me in the You Want Blood Awards. TB Viking Addict actually won 1st place in the NKOTB award for Best New Author. I did a freaking happy dance and squealed like a little girl when I found out. Not only that, but I was nominated for a total of eight categories, which is absolutely incredible and I love you all so much for that. Thank you!

I am sorry so sorry!

Voting has been extended! You now have until 10/22/16 to vote for your favorite stories and support your favorite authors. For all my lovely readers, please stop by and check out the NKOTB award for best new author. TBVikingAddict’s been nominated, so please take a second and go cast your vote!

Welcome the new kid to the block. 😉

You Want Blood Awards

Okay Eric and Godric brought a typo to my attention.  Originally I posted that the final round would end on 10/22/2016 with the Final results being posted on Halloween giving me time to make everyone’s banners.  Then when I opened the final round for voting I accidentally used the 17th as the date for ending final voting.  So our favorite vampires have brought it to my attention and I have extended the date of the final round to the original date of 10/22/2016!

SO what does this mean for everyone?  Go VOTE!  You get extra time!

I have to go finish writing my punishment lines that I have been given!    I will not do that again…I will not do that again…

Thanks everyone for understanding!


Hit Me With Your Best Shot Award – Best One Shot

The Human Award – Best AH

Mr. January Award – Best Lemon


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Final Round is Live!

Three days left to vote! TBVikingAddict has made it to the finals in the You Want Blood Awards for the Newcomer Award. Go vote and… I’ll update…

Yes, I am bribing you, is it working?!

You Want Blood Awards

Hello Everyone!!  The Final Round Is HERE!!

I know everyone was expecting these to be live last night I ran a little slow still just one person here.  But you will see All the finalists in the Final Round below in their voting polls and I am sure some will see a few categories have more than 10 entries there were a lot of ties.

12784 votes were processed in the first round.

I love all the replies I received on the nomination votes.  This round will be just like the previous round each Category has a vote button and this time you can only vote for a single favorite in each category.  So without futher ado Get To Voting!!

Polls will close on 10/17/2016 at midnight!

Hit Me With Your Best Shot Award – Best One Shot

The Human Award – Best AH

Mr. January Award – Best Lemon

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You Want Blood Awards

Hello, my lovely little readers. Just dropping in to tell you all I’M ALIVE and I will be returning soon. I actually planned to post Chapt. 40 last week, but I started struggling. I’m still recuperating from my last procedure and I think my body’s just abnormally tired, so the process has been slower this time around. I know I haven’t updated in MONTHS and I truly feel awful about that, but I’ve pretty much had a medical procedure nearly every month since I last posted. Sadly, having surgery and a few weeks of recovery before having surgery again became somewhat of a routine for me during the last 8 months or so. I just wanted you all to know that I do still plan to finish this and will, hopefully, have a new chapter out by the end of next week. *crossing fingers*

On another note, today (Aug. 31)  is the last day 4padfoot will be accepting nominations for the You Want Blood Awards. Mosey on over there and nominate your favorite stories and writers… Please?

Find the nomination form online at

See you all soon!


Chapter 39 is up!!

Hey, hey readers!

I wasn’t going to post this until after my legs felt a bit better (I had two procedures in the last week and a half), but I’m in a celebratory mood. My birthday was earlier this week and I thought I’d gift you all an update! Don’t be like Canon Sookie and refuse my gift. It’ll make me drop fang and hiss.

This chapter is a wee bit shorter than the last two. In fact, it’s normal-sized! Don’t worry though- I’m sure you’ll get another Viking-sized chapter soon.

In this chapter our favorite vampires are about to move the pieces around in our chess game. They’ll be working through Sookie’s little epiphany and figuring out their next move. Next chapter Bon Temps gets a look at Faepire Sookie out in public. About time, right? And, finally, the members of the Authority have returned. Apparently Nora talked them into coming back.

I’m still not sure if that’s a good thing.

They’re feeding right now (remember when I said I’d have to bribe them?), so they won’t be making an appearance for a couple chapters. But, honestly, who wants them around when we’re opening gifts anyway?!

Disclaimer: I do not own True Blood or Southern Vampire Mysteries. Charlaine Harris, Alan Ball, and HBO do. Yet, that didn’t stop me from wishing I did when I blew out my candles.

Click on Godric to go to the chapter!